Terry, I like your style. You're not afraid to say what you believe, and it seems (at least to me), that you believe what you want. That sits well with me, and I tend to be (or perhaps I should more accurately say, try to be) the same way.
For all the downfalls of Christianity (many of course, self-inflicted), I still feel bad for the Christian body in general. Christianity, being such a major religion, is also so often under attack. It seems that every day, Christians are losing their rights in order to not upset some body of a minority religion. For instance, "I don't believe in God, and it upsets me that He is mentioned in the graduation ceremony of our very much catholic University, so you should take any mention of catholicism out." (True event that happened out here just last year...FYI, they did remove all mentions of anything that could be construed as Christian, Catholic, or anything to do with the Trinity.)
Personally, I think as long as you believe in your heart that He exists (whoever the He may be for you), and you trust Him and His word, you're golden. There's not a thing that can upset the perfect balance of a content soul.